Monday, June 1, 2009

Sunday, June 28th, 2009. Fourth Sunday after Pentecost

© 2009 by Louie Crew


Today’s Lections

The Collect

Almighty God, you have built your Church upon the foundation of the apostles and prophets, Jesus Christ himself being the chief cornerstone: Grant us so to be joined together in unity of spirit by their teaching, that we may be made a holy temple acceptable to you; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.


Ernest and I have been watching with much interest dvd versions of the TV series The Tutors, although the series does not prompt us to raise our heads high about being Anglican. At the end of the second season, Elizabeth is still a child. Put at its best I might say that to this point we are seeing the church messes at close range, wrapped more in the egos of the powerful than in any manifest concern to God or Jesus -- the very messes that Elizabeth will try to “settle.”

I don’t know who wrote the collect for today, but I like to think it was Cranmer, author of so much of our Prayer Book, setting those in the pew to pray for unity even as he is supporting Henry VIII in his demands that all accept the king as the supreme head of the Church of England or else risk Cheney-like tortures, which have to their credit mainly their ability to get confessions whether or not there is anything to confess.

The Church of England in Diaspora faces much division right now, and well might we pray “to be joined together in unity of spirit.” Heaven help us if the price of unity is that we must sacrifice lgbts as scapegoats to those whose knowledge of lgbt committed relationships no more resembles them than does the heterosexual pornography that, uninvited, floods my spam-detector resemble heterosexual Christian marraige.

Pray for the deputies and the bishops going to General Convention in Anaheim, July 9-17. See my full General Convention prayer calendar and a version just for the current day.

2 Samuel 1:1, 17-27

I am distressed for you, my brother Jonathan;
greatly beloved were you to me;
your love to me was wonderful,
passing the love of women.


What is the Straight Eye for this text?

Even in a closet with the tightest isolation, many a gay Christian has experienced “Aha!” when reading it.

Are black parents pernicious or at least wrong headed when they give their children pictures of a black Jesus?

Are Europeans pernicious or at least wrong headed when they give their children pictures of a Jesus who looks Aryan with blue eyes?

A corollary “Aha!” for lesbian Christians, is Ruth’s pledge:

Entreat me not to leave thee, nor forsake from following after thee. For wither thou goest I shall go, and where thou lodgest, I shall lodge. Thy God shall be my God, and thy people, my people. Where thou diest shall I die, and there I shall be buried. Let naught but death separate thee from me. May God do so to me and more also if I keep not this promise.


Many couples choose to have this read at their weddings. Are they violating the context in which Ruth made her pledge to another woman? Are they wrong to see in this text a full commitment appropriate to marriage?

Psalm 130

I love the passion of this psalm. Observe how both verse 4 and verse 5 use repetition to register fervor:

I wait for the LORD; my soul waits for him; *
in his word is my hope.

My soul waits for the LORD,
more than watchmen for the morning, *
more than watchmen for the morning
.


The psalmist waits for the Lord not in confidence of his sinlessness, but rather in confidence that

with the LORD there is mercy;
With him there is plenteous redemption.


And not just for Israel only, nor just for heterosexuals.


2 Corinthians 8:7-15


The Church in Corinth is undergoing its “every member canvas” smack dab in the middle of our summer. I hope that when he sent this letter Saint had the wisdom to make his appeal in a cooler climate.

It sounds like he is putting Christ Church in Corinth on a guilt trip for not being as generous as they might be. They have not even completed their pledges from last year!

Yet Saint also tries not to suggest that we give because we have to. God loves a cheerful giver, and we who try to prompt others to give want them to do it cheerfully. We do not like to beat our browse and beg for contributions. To encourage Christ Church in Corinth to be generous, Saint reminds them that they have much and that it is out of their plenty that they might give. “It is a question of a fair balance between your present abundance and their need.”

Would we be able to sustain our stinginess to the poor in the Anglican Communion were we to allow ourselves to see their poverty and to see them as not only children of God but our sisters and brothers?

I confess that I am always glad when Stewardship Sunday is behind us.

Mark 5:21-43

In my freshman year as a Baptist training for ministry at Baylor, I decided I should know something of other, more fervent forms of worship. I stood out even in the back bench of a Pentecostal tent revival dressed prepared for a Texas “norther” in my bright green and gold Baylor jacket. At the front the revivalist was surrounded by rickety wheel chairs and crutches abandoned there by those healed in earlier meetings. At times someone in the audience would interrupt him by rapid speech in an unknown tongue, and others would shout fervently, “Yes, sister! Tell it! Hallelujah!”

They were comfortable; I was uncomfortable. I felt very middleclass and out of place. These were humble people, and I did not know where their fervor would lead them.

Then I noticed a young man about my age, two aisles in front of me, very much engaged in the service, very much a part of the chorus of responders when someone spoke in tongues. I noticed that he wore a pair of very thick glasses. On a scrap of paper, I wrote to him, “If you believe in Jesus’ healing power, why are you wearing glasses?” I looked him in the eye when I handed it to him.

I had not meant to be accusatory, only to become more informed. I was shocked when the young man jerked off his glasses and literally stumbled his way forward to the revivalist who was busy laying hands on another. He wept profusely when the evangelist read my note, and I froze when the evangelist stopped all movement, stood tall, and pronounced in a tone Moses might have used for the first reading of the Ten Commandments: “Satan is present in this very room!”

No one wants to be taken in. The emotions that religion taps are the most powerful emotions of all. If we have been hemorrhaging for twelve years and a famous faith healer comes to town, surely we might want to touch the hem of the healer’s garment, especially in a crowd where we won’t likely be noticed. But no one wants the healer to stop the proceeding and say, “Who touched me?”

Even that night in the Pentecostals' tent I would have rushed to sneak to touch the hem of someone who I believed could heal me of the homosexual desires and devices of my heart.

Years later I made my way to the hem of Jesus and was healed -- not of my orientation, but of my sin in calling unclean anything God had made.



See also

Sunday, June 21, 2009. Third Sunday after Pentecost.

© 2009 by Louie Crew


Today’s Lections

The Collect

O Lord, make us have perpetual love and reverence for your holy Name, for you never fail to help and govern those whom you have set upon the sure foundation of your loving­kindness; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.


1 Samuel 17: (1a, 4-11, 19-23), 32-49

In this story the power dynamics are almost the reverse of those in the area today. The Philistines have a huge giant who whips the Jews at every turn. Israel’s physical force is no match for Goliath.

Yet today, the biggest power base in Israel is that of the Israelis. They have tanks and guns at the state of the art in the world. Much of their arsenal is funded by the largest and most powerful country in the world, the veritable Goliath States of America.

Moreover, U.S. tax-payers are funding Israel's illegal occupation of Palestine with an aid package worth over $5 billion per-year, every dollar of which must be raised through U.S. government borrowing. Total U.S. aid to Israel equals approximately one-third of our foreign aid budget, yet Israel compromises .001 percent of the world's population and has one of the world's higher per capita incomes.

Palestine: Peace Not Apartheid by former President Jimmy Carter



Much of that money is used to build a huge wall (not a “fence” as Secretary of State Hillary Clinton has called it) to keep Israel from her Palestinian neighbors -- poor and segregated.

One of the justifications for the wall from the Israeli point of view: “Little boys [Little Davids?] sling rocks at us. They are a threat to our peace and security."

David, who became Israel’s king most beloved of all, lost much of his innocence, and became for some (like Uriah) more fearsome than Saul ever could have been. Small wonder that God warned Israel when they kept asking for a king, kept putting their hope in great shows of power and might.

Look at where we in the United States have put ourselves by trying to rule as the most powerful country in the world. Our economy is almost bankrupt. Banker and stock-broker, once reasonably respectable employee titles, now threaten to rival gangsta and thug

The Romans too once lorded it over all the known world. They built some great roads and aqueducts, but generally terrorized those to whom they claimed to bring a better civilization. Roman law, like U.S. law, often was great in its protection of folks at home, but quite unjust towards those who are not citizens.

How much better the world will be when we in the U.S., like Romans today, are less pretentious -- fat and old eating pizza and offering minimum threat to the peace of those elsewhere.

Psalm 9:9-20

The Islamic faithful revere Jesus as a prophet and respect their heritage as, like Israel’s, descendants of Abraham. Today’s psalm comes out of a context when the Jews, not the Palestinians, were the underdogs, the persecuted, and it speaks comfortably to the besieged Palestinians.

Keep in mind too that the major Anglican presence in the Holy Land is that of Palestinian Christians, much hit upon by the Israelis who now occupy land that the Palestinians had in most cases held since Rome destroyed the Israeli state in 70AD.

Jesus commands us to love both our Palestinian and Israeli neighbors as we love ourselves. Usually we read the psalms as Jewish documents. Try reading this psalm as a comfort to their Palestinian neighbors:

The Avenger of blood will remember them; *
he will not forget the cry of the afflicted.

Have pity on me, O LORD; *
see the misery I suffer from those who hate me,
O you who lift me up from the gate of death;

So that I may tell of all your praises
and rejoice in your salvation *
in the gates of the city of Zion.

The ungodly have fallen into the pit they dug, *
and in the snare they set is their own foot caught.

The LORD is known by his acts of justice; *
the wicked are trapped in the works of their own hands.

The wicked shall be given over to the grave, *
and also all the peoples that forget God.

For the needy shall not always be forgotten, *
and the hope of the poor shall not perish for ever.

Rise up, O LORD, let not the ungodly have the upper hand; *
let them be judged before you.

Put fear upon them, O LORD; *
let the ungodly know they are but mortal.


Not every creature can experience empathy -- the ability to get outside one’s own experience and experience, or at least imagine experience, from someone else’s point of view. Jesus commands this discipline and at the same time shows how to do it: “As you would that others should do to you, do also to them.”

2 Corinthians 6:1-13

If you are heterosexual, thank you for reading Queer Eye for the Lectionary. I hope it is a way of aiding your empathy. I don’t live in a world segregated from my heterosexual family, co-workers and friends. Indeed, their world it easily accessible, so much so that before puberty I mistook their world as my own.

At this point, many of you are no doubt becoming skilled to anticipate how the Queer Eye will read a text. That’s certainly not hard to imagine with Saint's comment about himself today: “We are treated as impostors, and yet are true; as unknown, and yet are well known; as dying, and see-- we are alive; as punished, and yet not killed; as sorrowful, yet always rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing everything.”

Indeed, I find it hard to imagine how straights qua straights can identify with the “we” in this statement. Neither as white qua white nor as male qua male, can I see myself as the “we” in Saint’s statement. In this time and this place, I have no trouble at all as a gay Christian in seeing myself as part of Saint's “we.”

Yet in a sense basic to my understanding of Christianity, if my brother is poor, I am poor too; if my black brother or sister experiences discrimination, I must empathize. If Palestinians suffer, especially if their suffering is funded by my taxes, I must empathize. For in Christ we are no longer black or white, male or female, straight or gay, Palestinian or Jew or ethnically Christian…..

Mark 4:35-41

Master the tempest is raging. We can take our little boats to Anaheim and also surely expect them to encounter a flood of anxiety. So might our enemies. Rebuke the wind. Rebuke our unbelief when we claim we cannot possibly be reconciled. Take us to Anaheim in awe that even the wind and the sea obey you.




See also

Sunday, June 14, 2009. Second Sunday after Pentecost.

© 2009 by Louie Crew


Today’s Lections

The Collect

Keep, O Lord, your household the Church in your steadfast faith and love, that through your grace we may proclaim your truth with boldness, and minister your justice with compassion; for the sake of our Savior Jesus Christ, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever. Amen..


1 Samuel 15:34-16:13

Jesse parades before Samuel the sons whose manner of life he thinks appropriate in the next Kind of Israel, but “the Lord does not see as mortals see; they look on the outward appearance -- [on things like physical prowess or sexual orientation] -- but the Lord looks on the heart.

Resolution B033 passed by the General Convention in 2006 will be revisited by deputies and bishops next month in Anaheim. B033 states: “Resolved, that this Convention therefore call upon Standing Committees and bishops with jurisdiction to exercise restraint by not consenting to the consecration of any candidate to the episcopate whose manner of life presents a challenge to the wider church and will lead to further strains on communion.” See the official publication of the full resolution.

B033 would not have allowed Samuel to see the son tending sheep in Jesse's fields. B033 attempts to muzzle the Holy Spirit. For three years now every nominating committee has operated under its shadow, as have all voters in two Episcopal elections where gays and lesbians have been knowingly nominated (Newark and Chicago). B033 is stated as an advisor resolution, not in terms binding with stated penalties. It directly inhibits a canon of the Episcopal Church established in 1994:

Title III (Ministy), Canon 1: Of the Ministry of the Baptized

Access to the Discernment Process
Sec. 2. No person shall be denied access to the discernment process
for any ministry, lay or ordained, in this Church because of race,
color, ethnic origin, national origin, sex, marital status, sexual
orientation, disabilities or age, except as otherwise provided by
these Canons. No right to licensing, ordination, or election is hereby
established. (Page 63)


Things get curiouser and curioser when advisery resolutions are considered to trump mandatory canons.

Should we consent to the consecration of any bishop whose manner of life does not present a challenge to the wider church? Christians are called always to disturb an easy peace, especially regarding who is to be included. B033 condemns The Episcopal Church as our Lord was condemned, not for just ministering to sinners, but being their friend.

In the collect today we ask God to keep the Church in steadfast faith and love [so that we may] minister your justice with compassion.” What is the justice and compassion in B033?

Psalm 20

Some put their trust in chariots and some in horses, *
but we will call upon the Name of the LORD our God


Compare:

Some put their trust in their heterosexual orientation, *
but we will call upon the Name of the LORD our God


Imagine heaven‘s gate in the context of B033: “Knock, knock. Lord, let me into heaven for I have always behaved heterosexually. I have not sinned as lesbian people have.”

2 Corinthians 5:6-10, (11-13), 14-17

From now on, therefore, we regard no one from a human point of view; even though we once knew Christ from a human point of view, we know him no longer in that way. So if anyone is in Christ, there is a new creation: everything old has passed away; see, everything has become new!


Unless the person is homosexual? Can homosexual persons remain homosexual and be “in Christ.”

That’s what the current furor is all about. To answer the question some introduce an X-rated prayer life. They ask God whether God would bless homosexual acts. They imagine the sexual scene of two persons of the same sex, anonymous and removed from their whole personhood, just the sexual scene; and they then conclude that God would not like that any more than they do.

Lesbians and gays might come to similar conclusions about heterosexuals if we used such a distorting lens. Suppose we drew our notions of what heterosexuals are merely from looking at their sexual scenes, or even at a Shriners’ parade?

That’s what one’s life looks like when regarded from merely an animal point of view -- the human being as the sum of bodily activity. By contrast, what might you see if you regard lesbians, gays, bisexual and the transgendered as new creatures in Christ, loving and serving God and loving and serving our neighbors?

Saint mentions that some see him and his co-workers as ‘beside themselves’ -- bit touched? Crazy? Certainly not ‘with it’ in the cool of the current culture. “If we are beside ourselves, it is for God; if we are in our right mind, it is for you.,”


Mark 4:26-34

After more than 35 years of public ministry among and with other lgbt folks, I am convinced that God has a clear purpose in using us that has little to no connection to our plumbing. We are one of the currently despised groups around the world. We are one of the groups for whom human rights are not like the human rights of others, but “special rights.” A few countries kill homosexuals for consensual sexual behavior. More jail us. Almost all tolerate the mockery of us and restrictions on participation….

God’s purpose is to love us so that he might say to all others who consider themselves beyond God’s grace or interest, “I love you too.” Many look at the church and presume they would not be welcome there, “But I am divorced” or “I have abused drugs and my recovery is not stable yet” or “I am poor and uneducated and don’t speak well” ……

Many of these have no more respect for lgbts than do others, yet when they see a church risk some of its capital -- its respectability -- to be in solidarity with a despised group of Queers, they are given pause. Instead of joining the chorus complaining, “That church can’t be Christian!” a few might wonder, “would they welcome me too?”

Would they? Would Jesus?

"Kingdom of God" is understood through the mystery of the seed coming forth in its own good time

"Kingdom of God" is especially like the mustard seed, tiny and apparently insignificant, but behold the huge shrub one tiny mustard seed becomes. Behold the difference between what appears big and what is big, what seems important and what is important.





See also

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Sunday, June 7, 2009. Trinity Sunday. First Sunday after Pentecost.

© 2009 by Louie Crew


Today’s Lections

The Collect

Almighty and everlasting God, you have given to us your servants grace, by the confession of a true faith, to acknowledge the glory of the eternal Trinity, and in the power of your divine Majesty to worship the Unity: Keep us steadfast in this faith and worship, and bring us at last to see you in your one and eternal glory, O Father; who with the Son and the Holy Spirit live and reign, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.


Are counting on getting into heaven by confessing the true faith of the eternal Trinity?

Will those get into heaven who never heard of the doctrine of the Trinity and professed only “Jesus is Lord” 100, 200, 300+ years before the doctrine of the Trinity was “ratified” in the creeds?

The thief on the next cross asked Jesus to remember him when Jesus came into his Kingdom. There is no record that Jesus turned to him and said, “Do you want cheap grace?! First you must say after me, wired to heaven’s best lie detector, ‘I believe in one God, the father Almighty, maker of heaven and earth, and in Jesus Christ his only son, our lord. I believe in the Holy Spirit….’ What! Don’t nod off! This is serious business."

Small wonder that some rectors take off for a mini vacation on Trinity Sunday. Easter was a long season. Let the seminarian preach today. She will likely know the latest breaking news regarding the Trinity. And failing that, St. Patrick will bind all of them unto himself when they sing the rousing No. 370. That hymn alone is worth the whole bother of getting up and to church on a fine Sunday in June.


Isaiah 6:1-8

Isaiah rescues the seminarian. This is one of 5 or 6 great ‘call’ stories in Scripture. Liturgy raises it to a high art form, with hot coals, incense, seraphs. The Trinity is not explicit in the passage, but ‘holy’ is said three times, and that three-fold affirmation will have to suffice. Isaiah’s mouth is burned clean with the coals and so he is now clean enough to go for God, to speak for the holy one.

Psalm 29

As the seraphs in Isaiah pay obeisance to God in great splendor, so do those who say the Psalm ‘ascribe to the Lord the Glory dues his name. Worship the Lord in the beauty of holiness. ….

Romans 8:12-17

Saint strikes rather a different note from Isaiah and the psalmist.. They actively praise God to assure God of the glory God is due. Saint is concerned lest Christians become so obeisant that they forget the purpose of salvation: “For you did not receive a spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but you have received a spirit of adoption. When we cry, "Abba! Father!" it is that very Spirit bearing witness with our spirit that we are children of God, and if children, then heirs, heirs of God and joint heirs with Christ.

Try making a list of all that you are heir to as a Child of God.

Frequently I am asked to speak on panels where people debate whether salvation is even available to a gay person like myself. Yet God refocuses the discussion: Gays, lesbians, bisexuals and the transgendered are joint heirs with Jesus Christ.

Beware, however, once you understand that you really are joint heir with the lord of the universe, you also find yourself bound with a new way of thinking: let this mind be in you which was also in Christ Jesus, who did not take equality with God as a thing to be exploited, but humbled himself, even to death on the cross. That’s attitude!

John 3:1-17.

Jesus told Nicodemus that to enter the Kingdom of Heaven he must be born again. Nichodemus asked, “How can that be? Shall I enter my mother’s womb again.” No, Jesus said, Get a life! Get a new one. Be born again by acquiring a new spirit.

A transgendered friend talked to me of the night before her transition.
As a child and as a teenager, for years I would kneel each night by my bed and pray, ‘O God, please let me wake up a girl.’

It never happened, and in college I pretty much abandoned the church since God did not seem very interested in me. Yet here I was in the hospital, and I felt this great need. I knelt beside my bed and prayed. 'Tomorrow I will be a woman. Thank you, Jesus. Thank you.'






See also

Monday, May 4, 2009

Sunday, May 31, 2009. Day of Pentecost

© 2009 by Louie Crew

Today’s Lections


The Collect


O God, who on this day taught the hearts of your faithful people by sending to them the light of your Holy Spirit: Grant us by the same Spirit to have a right judgment in all things, and evermore to rejoice in his holy comfort; through Jesus Christ your Son our Lord, who lives and reigns with you, in the unity of the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen
Acts 2:1-21

Pentecost is the Tower of Babel story in reverse. At Babel the people tried to show their great power by the tower that they built, yet to show the limits of their power, God made it impossible for each to understand what another was saying. Language was used not to communicate, but to block communication. At Pentecost not only do people use different languages, but each hears and understands the other in her or his own language: different languages no longer block communication. It is if at Pentecost the Christians discovered simultaneous translation devices like those now used at the United Nations, but at Pentecost, the electricity and the translations were realized spiritually. Notice the nice touch of the sneerers: they are ever with us. They explain the proliferation of languages as evidence that the speakers are drunk. But someone notices that would not be logical since it is only 9 in the morning. What would Christianity look like to non-Christians if in the twinkling of an eye the world were to hear Christians speaking to one another with one accord, understanding one another lovingly. That miracle has yet to happen. Pray for it, and do your own part by speaking lovingly, patiently of even those Christians who most annoy you.

Ezekiel 37:1-14

Click here for my reading of this text. The text speaks far more powerfully than anything that I can say about it.

Psalm 104: 25-35,37

Far too often people presume that what is dignified must be joyless. The psalmist today uses the delights of creation to proclaim God’s heightened sense of humor and good spirit.

Yonder is the great and wide seawith its living things too many to number, *creatures both small and great. There move the ships,and there is that Leviathan, *which you have made for the sport of it.


Did God turn out the light when She made your body parts? I surely hope not!

When He created you, did God stick up His nose and hold a great distance any of your body parts saying, “Icky pooh!”? I surely hope not!

Creation is not pornographic. Only a pornographic imagination can make it seem so.

Romans 8:22-27

How disappointing that the lectionary makers cut off verse 28, the main point of the passage leading up to it. “For all things work together for good for those who love God and are called according to God's purpose.” This was my mother's favorite verse in the bible, and I too have been blessed by memorizing it. It has helped me through many a difficult situation that otherwise seemed bleak and impossible to endure.

John 15:26-27; 16:4b-15

Some who consider themselves as O rthodox take an extremely low view of the Holy Spirit, stressing that the Holy Spirit would never say something new that contradicted or redirected us from what the God in Jesus had already made plain. It must be hard to reconcile those restrictions on the Holy Spirit with Jesus’ purposes for sending the Holy Spirit articulated in John’s gospel today:

"I still have many things to say to you, but you cannot bear them now. When the Spirit of truth comes, he will guide you into all the truth; for he will not speak on his own, but will speak whatever he hears, and he will declare to you the things that are to come. He will glorify me, because he will take what is mine and declare it to you. All that the Father has is mine. For this reason I said that he will take what is mine and declare it to you."


Might we expect the Holy Spirit not to guide us into all truth about lesbians, gays, bisexuals, and the transgendered?

Did not the Holy Spirit say something new about slavery and human dignity in the Emancipation Proclamation?

Was not the Spirit of Truth integrally involved in moving towards universal suffrage, especially for women’s suffrage?

Might the Holy Spirit say something new to us today about other children of Abraham who are very dear to Allah? Consider the case of The Rev. Ann Holmes Redding, recently defrocked as an Episcopal priest when she, over a journey of many months, began to consider herself both Christian and Muslim. See The Episcopal Church misses a Gospel Opportunity Yet Again.

Why muzzle the Holy Spirit?

To what truths are we now blinded by our prejudice?

What voices do we still hear as babble and confusion? Might God use the Holy Spirit to give us ears to hear and hearts to understand?

Like the poor benighted lector enthusiastic for the narrative in his readings in my parish, I sometimes have to work hard to restrain myself during the creed when we proclaim “We BELIEVE> in the Holy Spirit, …. .who PROCEEDS, not just proceeded but even now, present tense PROCEEDS from the Father and the son.” It would be much easier to keep Jesus up on that beautiful and safe altar, but Jesus keeps coming down from the cross and insisting on being intimately involved with us right now.




See also

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Sunday, May 24, 2009. Seventh Sunday of Easter



The Collect
O God, the King of glory, you have exalted your only Son Jesus Christ with great triumph to your kingdom in heaven: Do not leave us comfortless, but send us your Holy Spirit to strengthen us, and exalt us to that place where our Savior Christ has gone before; who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, in glory everlasting. Amen.

Acts 1:15-17, 21-26


I served as co-chair of the committee that nominated our current bishop and as secretary of the committee that nominated his predecessor. I serve currently as secretary of the Joint Standing Nominating Committee on Nominations of the General Convention.


The eleven apostles had a much more efficient process for elections than we do. They prayed and then threw dice. Most episcopal elections cost an enormous amount of money and require about a year or more.


In our own discernment, it is important to remember that Jesus himself did not have a perfect score in choosing the original twelve. That’s why we have today’s reading, recounting how Judas’ replacement was chosen.


Psalm 1


This psalm has attitude, the attitude of one who comfortably lives under all the requirements of God’s law. The attitude is definitive of the Old Covenant.. This psalm all too easily promotes and attitude of self-righteousness. Compare the Quean Lutibelle Revision:


Psalm 1B


Miserable is the person who never talks with the ungodly,
who goes out of the way to avoid sinners,
who never can see life critically.
The self-righteous live by the rules of the elite,
and by these rules are they compulsive day and night.
They are like trees planted in a swamp, moored
in every flood of fashion.
They seem to endure, and whatsoever they perform
is always noticed.
The humble are not so; but are free,
like leaves which the wind drives everywhere.
Therefore, the humble shall not sit to be judged,
nor shall the gentle join the congregation of the
proud.
For God knows the ways of them all,
and only the self-righteous shall perish.

-- Louie Crew

Appeared in Voice of the Turtle 5.1 (1981): 3



1 John 5:9-13


The Navigators were an important component of the team for evangelistic crusades of Billy Graham when I came forward in a revival in Chattanooga in 1954. This passage was one of a set of about a dozen bible passages the Navaigators gave to each of us ‘converts.’


I would not have descriibed myself as a convert at the time, but as a Christian seeking renewal.


I memorized the Navigator selections, including this one, in both French and English.



Temoignage = testimony


Years later in taking the graduate school proficiency examination in French, John’s temoignage helped me translate a passage on the examination successfully.


I am uncomfortable with John's claim. It is comforting only if not read critically. You either have Jesus or you don’t. You either are ‘in Christ’ or you are not ‘in Christ.’ You are saved if you are in Christ; you are damned if you are not in Christ.


What about those who have never heard a convincing temoignage on Jesus’ behalf? Does God condemn to eternal damnation all those whom some Christian was too lazy to talk with? I think not.


John has zero tolerance for ambiguity and zero tolerance for ambivalence. I am glad that God, not John, gets the last word.

John 17:6-19


As a rambler, I take comfort that Jesus rambled too. His rambling here suggests emotional intensity to his plea that God will continue to care for his disciples once Jesus has left to be with the father.


See also



Friday, May 1, 2009

Sunday, May 17, 2009, Sixth Sunday of Easter

© 2009 by Louie Crew

Today’s Lections

The Collect

O God, you have prepared for those who love you such good things as surpass our understanding: Pour into our hearts such love towards you, that we, loving you in all things and above all things, may obtain your promises, which exceed all that we can desire; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.


Acts 10:44-48

The circumcised believers who had come with Peter were astounded that the gift of the Holy Spirit had been poured out on the Gentiles.

The heterosexual believers who had come with +Katharine Jefferts Schori or +Frank Griswold or +Edmund Browning or once-upon-a-time ++Rowan….were astounded that the gift of the Holy Spirit had been poured out on the lesbians, gays, bisexuals and transgendered.

Then Peter said, "Can anyone withhold the water for baptizing these people who have received the Holy Spirit just as we have?"

Psalm 98

Sing to the LORD a new song, *for he has done marvelous things.

Indeed!

A chief delight in this psalm is the animation of creation to create the new song.

Let the sea make a noise and all that is in it, *the lands and those who dwell therein.

Let the rivers clap their hands, *and let the hills ring out with joy before the LORD,when he comes to judge the earth.


All this is accompaniment to the main prize: “In righteousness shall he judge the world and the peoples with equity.”

You treat God right; you treat your neighbor right. God will treat you right. It’s a deal.

1 John 5:1-6

John stresses, as St. Paul is to do even more radically, that our obedience is a response to God’s love, not a condition we must meet to make God love us. He already has. That's why we want to obey.

John 15:9-17

Jesus introduced a new commandment, superseding all others: that we love one another. What does that love look like?

Jon Bruno, Bishop of Los Angeles, was once a player for the Denver Broncos. Afterwards, he became a policeman. One day on his beat he witnessed a gang shooting in which a 14-year-old killed a 12-year old at point blank range. To Officer Bruno fell the awesome task of telling the victim’s mother. The murderer was not apprehended.

Fast forward a few years. Officer Bruno, is in the same town but now is Father Jon Bruno. The victim’s mother is in his parish.

One night, a young man knocks persistently on Bruno’s door. “Father,” he says, “I must talk with you."

The young man pours out his heart saying that he cannot live with himself, that years earlier he killed a boy at point blank range. Take me to jail, Father," he said.

“First,” Bruno replied, “you must go with me to meet your victim’s mother.”

When they arrive, she greets her rector and the young man and serves them some cookies and tea. Sensing something very serious, she says, “I know that you two did not come just to have tea and cookies with an old lady. What is this about?”

Father Bruno signals to the young man to sit opposite the mother where they are eye-to-eye.

The young man can hardly speak as through tears he tells her what he did. ‘I know that you can’t possibly forgive me, but I want you to know that I am so, so sorry,’ he says. ‘I cannot live with myself, and I have asked Father to take me to jail.’

The old woman stood and went to the window. "It seemed like forever," Bruno said when he told this story. Then she came back and again sat opposite, eye to eye with the young man.

“Young man, you are not going to jail. There is only one thing that you have to do.”

Incredulous, he responded, “What’s that?”

“You have to become my son.”

I believe in the Holy Spirit. I have seen the Holy Spirit happen


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